i hate the feeling of cant make up my mind, i'm confuse of what i wan.. sometime i feel that i'm blind, i cant see many things that is happening, i'm sure that i did't pretend that nothing happened.. who can i trust ?
if i don care about u as a friend, ur words wont have any impact on me at all.. but true enough that your words really hurt me hard.. i love u n onli b'cos of this love i care about what u think about me.. well things might get better when time goes by.. i'm growing, at least i'm trying
ok lets stop all this sad stuff.. sch start, the only word that can describe my mood now is "TIRED" really.. Stephanie is having exam now, so i need to help up more in clinic. i have been working almost everyday, till i don have time to do tutorial or print out notes.. can’t go on like that, i need to balance everything. Or not I might lose focus in everything.
i have this new module which is very fun, its "understanding relationship", we learn about y people attracted to a certain type of ppl.. have u ever think about y guys like girls with big eyes, butt ? its because of culture ! y girls like tall man ? they say b'cos of security but again "WRONG" its because of culture.. u cant believe this, human need relationship, no matter in what form, it can be love or friendship.. People who have more relationship with others have a clearer mind to think (agree to certain extend).. cant wait to go for this lesson again.. cool man..
oh ya, update u on my GOLDEN. He’s doing well.. still alive but he’s very stupid keep on trapping himself till he cant move.. so funny lo.. he still so small, so ke ai.. will post his pic up soon.. cause I really too lazy now.. ciao