indeed God is good and Faithful.. everything has ended, verdict is out n i'm gald that it's not a bad one at least can cope with it.. happy happy happy.. i have been worry abt it for so many days liao finally i can put something down..
i ask myself " it's my fault?".. when i heard the news, i'm disappointed.. wats more to her.. lay down her life for u, and u repay her in this way.. i'm sad.. mayb too angry till sad ba.. from the start i made my stand clear, so i should not feel bad.. is't like that ?
i need do settle down n listen to my heart.. slowly i start to forget wat i wan, wat i working for.. so i constantly need to remind myself.. do something that i really like, i wan...
i just need some time for myself...
