hainx, sick sick sick... sat night fever till 40.1 degree lo.. so ke lian.. then i very angry, my mummy so stupid leh.. i told her to get me a towel with a some water on it.. then in my heart i feel a bit warm, but but 2 min later when i on the light to take temp, the towel is dirty n the water is dirty too... i so angry la.. sick liao still wann make me angry.. then next day morning i got 2 pimples on my face.. so angry!! that day during service i really not feeling well, cant breath for abt 15min, lucky DR chua taught me wat to do b4 . but i think scared someone beside me.. (shan shan).. my heart beat till abt 144 per min that day, plus the loud music.. i almost die ! i went to service with temp of 38.5 and end service of 38.9.. hainx... mayb too many ppl also la.. virus all around ! i'm glad that my CG is there for me, many sms sent to me asking how is my condition.. their prayer really helps.. God is always good.. he send a good Dr to take care of me, even in the mid night i can ask him for help.. 3 days i saw Dr 2 times le.. hainx.. so icy, hand n leg numb.. cant breath.. poor bong bong ! but but i'm ok le... yaya Dr give me a jab on my pi pi ! so pain.. but is upper part of my ass la.. hip there.. i have been resting for 3 days liao, nv study nor do anything.. really going to study tonight ! but i not fully recovered yet leh. don think can concentrate that much.. that jenny hor, really very wat de leh... told her i'm not working liao still called n ask y i nv let Dr know.. shuo yi tao zhuo yi tao.. cant stand her leh.. then everything seem like i so irresponsible lo. all my fault meh.. Crazy! just feel like sms someone to say" hey i'm not feeling well" but i don know who to turn to.. it used to be u but i let go.. cry out in pain, no one to talk to.. u used to take care of me, make food for me, but now.. i have to grow up n take care of myself le.. i'm so weak.. if 1 day i met something bad, like fail exam or fall down.. i also don know how can i call.. i lose someone who i can talk heart to heart with, i can share my pain n joy with.. i think i found 1 but lost it again
