today is a long day, after lesson i wanted to go hm rest de but but but KIM called ask if i could work for her... know wat i did agree.. i don have a very good relation with her de lo, but i try to forgive her... the hardest thing in the world is to forgive someone, esp someone who really hurt u alot.. i chose to let go, because i know HE would wan me to do so..
i realise i got alot alot of things to do leh.... i got alot of project to start n million of tutorial to do... still must do written com de report writting lo... y ? y i have to do so many things?
suddenly i realise, only friends can love u forever.. u can have alot of ppl who love u , but they r just ur friends.. good friend .. if good friend become lover, they nv will be friends again... God make ppl to have onli 1 husband to 1 wife.. so i rather to have alot of good friend who love n care forever then a bf who will leave u 1 day .. friends can love u forever !!! realli i believe..
it take a little to love, but it takes alot to love from the bottom of the heart.. i onli have Yun xuan that really love me that much now.. hope i could find more..
xuan told me b4, i more important to her then she ever thought.. mayb it apply to me too.. i miss her too.....
i cant wait to go cell group, they are real fun... ok its fun.. not lame la!! sorri la !! haha... i'm thinking where would we go on sat, after church i mean... cant wait to hung out together.. i'm gald that im in the circle....
jenny say " life is not easy, so un-predictable"... yes life is not easy, but its not easy to not live on.. i take alot to live but i takes more to end it.. i told her, hold on !! bad days would go n great future is in her hand..
i still remenber in my darkest day, i always tell myself this.." hang on, till a day that HE is back, everything will be fine. i wait for HIS return, so this world would be a better place "....
