i'm feeling much more better today, cause i know that we r still friends.. friends who love one another alot alot.. that enough le, wat more important then this.. friends can stay forever but boyfriend cant.. mayb we need to wait for few more years ba.. i leave it all the God. if we are mean to be together then He will give us a way.. if not.. then no point holding as it does not please God at all..
a bit not use to call him.. i wonder how should i call him ? "A", "siong" or "dear".. can i call a good friend "dear " ? i must say that he will be my best best friend.. no one know me better than him..
don know how tml would be like.. but i looked forward to it...
