things have not been going well. i have a million thing to complete everyday, i really think that if things goes on i might need to seek help from a counsellor..
i really stress, really stress le !! i have many things to do, n i cant take it anymore.. i really need to breath, i have already reduce my things to do .. as i take a break from job already.. this few days i will cry in the middle of the night, so many things to fan.... once i close my eyes all projects and qn keep coming into my mind..
i don mean to be like that , and i know this is not good but i cant help !!!
i really don like u to put that, y cant u understand ? i don wann force u to change ur mind or wat for me but think abt ur own future. how u going to meet ppl in the world ? i don wann spend my rest of my life with a ah beng.. i really don .. i thought u really grow up le, know what good for ur life and wann stop drinking, wann start study something but.... i'm wrong... future is in ur own life, i cant promise anymore i would be by ur side for the rest of ur life.. i have a blur vission for us !!! think abt it...........
eve, do u mind of having another friend ? who is close to u onces, who care.. i'm sure he is important to me.. plays a role in my life.. but smt things might not work as i wan it to be.......
