all the days i spend to study, hundreds of hours doing ten years series, today i got my result, am i happy with it ? no !!! i aim for 4As but i onli got 2... so wat i got top in class, so wat i got 2nd in level.......... so wat ? anyone care ??? no one at all ..... did my dear ask anything ? no !!! did anyone say "oh gal u did well " , no !!!! i know i did all for myself but sometimes others words brighten up mi too.... ya mayb someone will noties my result but i'm back to the same shape again, i'm alone, who cheers with mi ? mi myself and i...................... wat the hell is all tis ??????
wat kind of world ? no one will remember wat u did well onli mistakes are remember by others..... i have the most boring shopping i ever went to, orchard !! wat the hell i get nothing for myself n all kinds of shit in my mind, full of hurts in my heart......... downstair market better then todays trip, others enjoy but i stay all alone n like a fool, anyone cares abt wat i wan to buy or c ? NO !!!!! i hate it ...... can anyone see mi ? hello i'm here , i'm not dead !!! super sad n dissappointed ....................................