today finally i know the real answer liao, actully is not her tat say it out it's he ask then she she perhaps lor, so sorry !! wu hui ni le !!
sometime i really think am i too fierce? tat unreasonable, tat kao bei, tat unconsiderate..thats make others think tat i'm too proud or wat ? mayb i not that lady , mayb e way i do things does suit ur taste but let mi tell u tis, i'm happy with e life i have now!! don need a change to make others think better of mi.. wats is important is tat i live a life that i'm happy with a don need to put a mask on my face, how sad it is to have such a life..
today went to a place i used to be very familar with in e pass.. west mall arcard !! when i step in there so many picture flash in my mind.. days i used to spend there, wasted so many hours there 4 nothing..know guys from there, get hurt there!! so many thing happen tis few years.. but i did't regret 4 living such a life b4 cause it's a process ma !! years pass so fast many things had happen in my life, ppl come in n get out of my story!! i think i have grown up le ba, grown up also mean that knowing how dark tis world is, ow bad ppl hearts r.. mayb sometime i am fierce b'cos i wann protect myself n sometime is ppl push too far n i cant take it anymore le..
when to e soka performance today at toa payoh, it very good show thats had been putted up.. ppl there very nice n sweet, may not knoe u but they still smile n greated u !! how gd if everyone r like that then i will lovw my classmate more.. seeing those uncle n aunt dances i could really feel the joy in their heart,donno will i be so cheerful 40 years later. very gan dong to see so many ppl putting in their best to put a show up, mayb this kind of enjoyment is wat i longed 4 n it's wat i should work towards it..
''love ur enemy so that ur god will love u , 4give them n ur god 4 give u '', wat a great saying!! but how many ppl really can do it ? i admit that i cant i try very hard to love those monkey in my class n someone i really hate but when they irritate mi again i got angry again !! mayb more hate added into .. i will try my best to love others that hurt mi b4.. may god bless ppl who cruse mi behind my back, help them to wash thier sins away..
