today had my chinese oral,u know wat i'm e first one to go into e room..so scare n worry cause my reading 1 piece 1 piece de, n i did't use any of e 4 letter 4 letter words that i should use.. aiya... the passage is easy lo but i just too scare that i always stop half way.. then e news also easy lo it abt singapore n tourist de, come on i'm gd in it lor but i just cant think of anything at the moment .. hainx but lucky e chatting session is smt we discussed in class b4 so i't seem easy to mi.. haha it's all over n i cant regret now.. just hope 4 e best ba..
i very the guys in our class de, always make stupid comment that is not funny nor important , make them look like dodo.. hate them so much lor, don respect others n talk without using the fat brain that is empty inside.. stupid ... i got so angry with them everyday , one day i will sure scold them like hell ...tell force mi to be so fierce , but lucky not everyone in e class think so or els ... donno they r born to be like that de or wat ever, mayb 8zi not correct with mi la .. but sometime they r really cute, but it's abt 10% of the time only 30% kao bei ,40% not respect, the rest behave like monkey.. thats y siong always say our school ppl are like monkey.. now i know y ..
today i kept asking myself'' am i happy ''? i got a conclution at last, i should be happy cause i have gd daddy , gd kor kor.. somemore i don need to worry abt my money!! n i'm not e last one in class, not very very fat, not no one like, not disable.. y i'm not happy then ? i guess mayb i haven find a person that i really can trust n share all my problem without second thought of it.. tis person really very hard to find leh.. WHERE R U ? i know i should not be sad over a unrealistic relationship n get sad abt it i must be happy...
i learn that "friends r always there 4 u to carry u when u r sad, down, poor, hopeless n angry ! but friends wont not be with u forever, u need to be independent so u wont feel lose when theres 1 day no one with u " n i also understand that" ppl come in n go out of ur life" don need to be sad when someone is gone or no longer there 4 u..
