bong bong had been with ah siong 4 abt a week le ba i guess.. overall it's quite enjoyable, its very unbelieveable that a couple who have not met 4 3years still can have feeling to one another, i know n understand that it is a hard things to still have feeling towards one another or mayb towards him.. but it just come lor, more strong feeling than 3 years ago,funny hor..
dear friends: bong bong really feel blessing from all of u guys, never 4 get how we spend lonly times together, bong bong will not b'cox i'm attached n 4get u gals k.. promise from mi.. cause i really afarid i len luo u gal!! last time i always say i love u gal, now i also e same!! i love ya..bong had not been fully eaten 4 4days liao, not feeling well, see food wann vomit, i see a doctor liao but i veri gd did't see medicine..haha, i had lose 3 to 4kg tis few days.. gd hor.. if tis continue i will die very soon de.. don learn tis k!! friends say i'm very xing fu, i think so too last few days but as usual i do question myself over n over again!! i'm afraid that we cant go on long cause of time diff, different lifestyle, habit.. i know he mean alot so hope that i can concer tis fear ba!! i just don like he do things very very slow, thats y i called him wu gui in e past.. haha never change at all !! don know is;t i too long never have a b.f liao or wat i just felt my life change so so so much lor, it's no longer the kind of life i used to have liao.. where it goes wrong ne ???????? hainx.. got ppl love also fan, no body love also fan... stupid evelyn !! i must say to myself everyday at least 10 times "tis world is beautiful" .. tomorrow the service is abt casting bad spiritual in our bady, theres lots of bad things in mi, i have alots n lots of fear abt lots of things, scare of tis scare of that, n n n n generation curse ... pls save mi !!! oh my god ....
